Saturday, September 17, 2016

This Light



there are so many lights in the world. 
there are so many roads
so many ways to go
so many paths.

so many sunsets
so much time
and in the whole great scheme of things,
there's you
and there's me
and our struggles
and our battles
and our light


don't look in the mirror
if you're only going to see the flaws
the breaks
the bandages


you
my dear
could light up central park
there's all this light
our eyes don't see

there are all the stars
the brightness of cities at night
cars on the road

and then there's you

and there's me



and there's our l i g h t




xoxo
abby m



Tuesday, September 13, 2016

fall 2016






First off, I'D LIKE TO GIVE A SHOUT-OUT TO VANESSA!! Vanessa contacted me about a week ago and offered to help me re-decorate Quills (which was very kind of her). As you can see, the girl is very talented and basically took the reigns on this little project while I sat back and watched her do her magic to the blog. 

I LOVE the new look and am extremely grateful to you, Vanessa!! Thanks so mucho!! 


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Fall is here, and if I lived somewhere where there were real seasons, I'd be SUPER PSYCHED! But this is Southern California, and so here, Fall means one extra sweater and a few rainy days if we're lucky. But the leaves do change color and sometimes there's a crisp Fall breeze that passes through. 

FALL 2016

scarves
lattes
pumpkins
red
crunching leaves
boots
beanies
steamy drinks
rain
wind
cloudy mornings
fires
orange
long nights
apples
fairy lights
street lamps
walks
family
coffee shops
back-to-school


what does Fall mean for you?


Sunday, September 4, 2016

The Wisteria Writer Tag.



Okay, so I was really excited when I saw this tag, because, I mean, writing?? I dunno if y'all know this, but I. Love. To. Write. (lol you probably know this as this whole blog is basically dedicated to my writing.) So I got MEGA EXCITED when I was nominated for this--twice!! 

Thanks so much Vanessa  and Grace Anne for nominating me! I'm excited to do this!! Go check out their blogs if you haven't because they're awesome x). 


RULES
1. Thank the blogger who nominated you
2. Answer the ten (twenty in my case) questions
3. Write ten questions of your own
4. Nominate ten other people for the tag!

Quick confession: I'm a lazy human. I may or may not tag ten people. I'll do my best though!


Vanessa's Questions:

//If you could have any writing power, what would it be?

The power to write quickly. I write unbelievably slowly, especially compared to other bloggers I know. Katie Grace, for instance, wrote 20,000 words in one day, by some magical writing force which I sadly don't have.

//How do you plot your books?

hahahahahahawhat'splotting?? I don't plot. Ever. I think that's why every first draft of anything I write is terrible. I kind of let the story take over and just write, and it never turns out the way I expected it to, which isn't always bad.

//What is the most frustrating thing that has happened to you while writing?

When I went through a phase where I couldn't get myself to do anything. I completely lost confidence in myself and thought I would never be good at anything. That was not my finest hour. But I pulled through, and I'm back in a writing groove x).

//What is your favorite snack to have while writing?

Um, anything. I will eat anything while writing. Or drink anything. I actually drink more than I eat while writing; tea, coffee, etc.

//Which word would you say you write too often?

Depends on what I'm writing, really. I use the word "wonderful" a lot though.

//Where do you get your writing inspiration?

Literally everywhere and anywhere. I always have to be able to write wherever I am in case of a lightning bolt of inspiration.

//Longest amount of time you've written for?

At a time, without breaks, I'd say two or three hours. I can't just sit and write all day, I need to be able to take breaks or else my inspirational wells run dry.

//Most loved blog post?

I really really loved this one, with this one a close second.

//Tips for new book writers?

It's going to be difficult. It's going to eat your soul and leave you sitting in the dark, looking at a blank document, blinking away the sleep, with a cup of coffee sitting next to you. But just write. It's a wonderful thing, to be able to express yourself in words, in your words. Even if you think it's terrible, write it. Make it yours.

//Favorite season to write about?

Fall. Or Winter. I think Fall though. Fall is so much fun to write about. Any kind of cold weather will do for me.


Grace Anne's Questions:

//Do you keep a journal?

I do! It's really helpful for me because it keeps me writing every day, something I would find difficult to do otherwise.

//What kind of music (if any) do you listen to while writing?

I've actually never tried listening to music and writing at the same time. I feel like I would get super distracted by the music.

//Describe your favorite character you've ever written.

GAAAH WHAT I HAVE TO CHOSE A FAVORITE WHY GRACE ANNE WHYYYYYYY.

Fine.
Brady is a twelve-year old boy with eye melanoma because I'm mean like that and he's THE SWEETEST HUMAN. He's super calm and quiet and introverted and likes football and has always wanted to write an adventure novel and loves dogs. And he's got the most GORGEOUS gray eyes that could melt you. I can't write about Brady without squealing a little inside because I love him so much.

//How often do you write?

I literally have no pattern. Either I'm writing every day for hours or I don't write for two months straight. There is no in between. There is no pattern.

//Worst thing you've ever written?

The first novella I ever wrote was TERRIBLE. It look place in England in the Jane Austin-era. And it was terrible. The concept was kinda cool, but it just came out awful.

//Best thing you've ever written?

There are multiple poems I've written that I'm insanely proud of, but I'm also liking my current WIP (because Brady's in it YAAAY).

//What made you want to start writing?

I say this so much, but Leslie. One day she showed me this big, blue binder full of short stories she'd written and I thought, hey, I could do this. And I did. And now it's a huge part of my life and I'm happy.

//Best writing advice you've ever heard?

I think just the Charles de Lint quote you see under my blog name inspires me a lot. I know it's not really advice, but it motivates me to write, to tell my story, you know?

//Do you use Pinterest to plan your writing?

*scoffs* Do I use Pinterest she asks....

But seriously.

Not so much to plan my writing I guess, but I use it to get ideas. Maybe images of characters or scenery or if I'm trying to describe a scene or something, I'll look it up on Pinterest to help me get a better description.

//Is there a specific author that inspires you?

I think anyone who is brave enough to let the world read what they have to say is pretty inspiring. One author in particular that stands out to me would be C.S. Lewis.

I TAG:

JacyRayn, Aaliyah, Monica, Katie Grace, aaaaaaand YOU if you'd like.

Oh my goodness, I tagged four people.
I'm hopeless, my laziness is beating me.

MY QUESTIONS:

Can you remember the first thing you ever wrote?
How would you describe your writing style?
Rhyming poetry or not-rhyming poetry?
What is one thing that ALWAYS gets you into the writing mood?
Favorite thing to write about?
Favorite thing you've ever written?
How would you describe being a writer to someone who has never written a thing in their life?
Do you prefer writing with pen or pencil?
Do you write on the computer or on paper?
What/who introduced writing to you?

Thanks again Vanessa and Grace Anne for nominating me! Love you both <33

Friday, September 2, 2016

Hello September!



Okay, I meant to post this yesterday but haven't had any internet for the past few days so I'M SORRY I'M NOT IGNORING ANYBODY. Just technical difficulties. 

AUGUST IN REVIEW

August. I don't know if you remember, but in my Hello August post, it was a summer-y looking picture of a ferris wheel. That picture pretty much sums up the month, because August is County Fair month here. 

I went twice, both times seeing tonnns of people I knew. 
I don't know why, but county fairs are kind of the epitome of summer. ESPECIALLY if that fair is on the beach, which ours was! 

In addition to that: 

//Went to LA a lot this month

//Did pretty much no writing, which is awful, but I'm getting back to it. 

//Drank more coffee than tea ((GASP)) 

//Took my drivers test, but didn't pass x( My next test is in a week. 

//I started Junior year of high school!! 

//Celebrated my two year blogiversary! 

//I read The Book Thief and let me tell you, it was emotionally scarring. THAT BOOK. I think it killed me. 

//I found this little place near LA that sells only iced tea and there's like a million flavors and next time I'm near LA I'm going back and drinking alllllll the tea. 

//Oh yeah, speaking of which, I drove through LA. They say if you can drive in LA you can drive anywhere. I actually only drove through North Hollywood, but those huge buildings looked like they were going to eat me. 

...I'm not a big city girl, in case you couldn't tell x) 

SO YUP. Ferris wheels, LA, iced tea,coffee, and the start of school. That was basically my month. 

How was your August?